Open Endings

I crossed the marked date
surgery was a success
healing is progressing

relieved to have
the body part gone
the relationship

     ending

I love what is new
but it doesn't feel mine
in the way the old did

I had a system to deal
with the old
a sense of control

     ended

my mind is lost
it had focus before
a goal to archive

what do I hold on to?
what do I let go?
what do I bring in?

     open ended